Status: Artist, Student, anxious recluse..
I'm trying so hard to come back and to draw more.. This is one of the few things that used to make me so happy. And it still does! ...when I.. learn not to worry so much and just let myself go where my pencil and current abilities will take me.
It's hard for me to accept that things take time, because.. I've been taught and I have learned to be terrified of failure. It is something that continues to be incredibly difficult to shake, and having anxiety as a bonus doesn't help.
So please don't give up on me... even if I may want to sometimes. And thank you for sticking by me.
No good deed goes unpunished, though, apparently, as Ms Joan Cheever is now facing fines for feeding the homeless... :/
(I really liked the photo from the article and decided to use it for practice... Pretty surprised and happy with how it turned out, all things considered. I dearly wish Ms. Joan luck and hope she can still continue her efforts.)